A Novel – A Sharp Satirical Drama of Megachurch Scandal, Shame, and Freedom
by Deesha Philyaw
The wife of a popular and powerful megachurch pastor upends her charmed "rags-to-Rolex" life when her secret past comes roaring into the spotlight—in this "funny and juicy and sexy and delicious peek behind the pulpit" (Samantha Irby) from the acclaimed and beloved author of The Secret Lives of Church Ladies.
From the moment Scharisse Freeman ditched her humble roots and married a megachurch pastor fifteen years her senior, she's been labeled too brash and too "of the world" by church folks who grudgingly accepted her into their fold, and too holy by her estranged childhood bestie Petra. Schar doesn't have many allies, but that hasn't stopped her from building an enviable business empire spanning books to clothing to branded products, and living the comfortable life her husband's power affords her.
On the eve of her 40th birthday, Schar gets the final bit of validation she's always dreamt of: a coveted invitation to participate in the First Lady USA pageant. This is her chance to be accepted by the other pastors' wives—First Ladies—who are "like Jesus' disciples if they had been a group of mean girls." Finally, blissfully, the ice between Schar and the other First Ladies begins to thaw.
But as the pageant nears, a sensational scandal breaks with Schar at its center, and her carefully curated life implodes. Schar faces down shame and terrible secrets from her childhood and is reminded that in the eyes of the church, optics can matter more than the truth.
Unflinchingly funny, frank, and splendidly unruly, The True Confessions of First Lady Freeman exults in the luscious, messy pleasure of finally feeling free.
"A rollicking satire of Black megachurch culture featuring an irresistible fireball of a protagonist.... Scharisse is an irresistible character, more Prometheus than Proverbs 31, and readers will be rooting for her every step of the way, even as some of those steps are clearly faux pas. Philyaw's vibrantly voicey tale will appeal to both insiders and outsiders of the culture it describes, a Crazy Rich Asians–style visit to a rarefied realm, but with much more hot sex.... Misogyny, classism, colorism, hypocrisy: begone! A fierce, fabulous and very funny truth-teller cometh to take you down." —Kirkus Reviews (starred review)
"Uproarious.... Philyaw's well-paced and irreverent novel sings.... It's a revelation." —Publishers Weekly (starred review)
"Readers will now undoubtedly relish [Philyaw's] delectable first novel.... High-demand." —Booklist (starred review)
"A vigorous, funny, rich, and even racy look into the lives of wealthy Black church ladies.... Philyaw successfully frames this novel as a memoir that reveals Schar as a flawed human being who remains likable. Her humanity will have readers rooting for her to succeed and put her intelligence, integrity, and strong sense of self to a righteous purpose. This creative triumph harmonizes well with Philyaw's well-received 2020 short story collection, The Secret Lives of Church Ladies." —Library Journal
"Propelled by a ferocious love for others, The True Confessions of First Lady Freeman heals as much as it humors, inspires as much as it scandalizes, and may just turn you on as much as it forces you to turn inward. Irresistibly catty, twisty, and packed with secrets, Deesha Philyaw's debut novel cracks open the megachurch industrial complex in a way no one has before. Trust me: your jaw will be on the floor many, many times. And no hypocrite shall be spared." —Mateo Askaripour, author of Black Buck and This Great Hemisphere
"Simmering just below the surface of the scandal, sexiness, and laugh-out-loud hilarity that is Deesha Philyaw's unputdownable debut novel is a fearless indictment of the corporate Black megachurch complex. Philyaw takes aim at the hypocrisy of not only those who stand behind the pulpit but those congregants complicit in enforcing the corrupted word. She leaves no truth untold, no wig un-snatched. You'll be thinking about The True Confessions of First Lady Freeman long after you've read the final page." —John Vercher, author of Devil is Fine
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Deesha Philyaw's debut short story collection, The Secret Lives of Church Ladies, won the PEN/Faulkner Award for Fiction, the Story Prize, the LA Times Book Prize: The Art Seidenbaum Award for First Fiction and was a finalist for the National Book Award for Fiction. Deesha is a Kimbilio Fiction Fellow, a Baldwin for the Arts Fellow, a United States Artists Fellow, and co-host of two podcasts, Ursa Short Fiction (with Dawnie Walton) and Reckon True Stories (with Kiese Laymon). She is currently at work developing TV shows based on her short fiction.

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