Excerpt from The Age of Calamities by Senaa Ahmad, plus links to reviews, author biography & more

She hopes the cockroach lives a long life, that the baseboards and the cracks in the wall are seething with its unhatched eggs, that beneath the floors the concrete is bulging with magnificent cockroach babies. She hopes they are abundant and hungry. That every day, each year, the cockroaches and their cockroach babies encroach in an ever-expanding circle from their nest. That when civilization crumbles into the ground, and textbooks get chucked en masse into the sea, and all of this is done and gone—and it will be done, it will be gone, she's got to believe that the universe has a long memory and a short temper and that this, this is nothing—they will still be here, in the walls, under the floors, teeming, multiplying, ravenous, devouring, surviving.

* * *

HE HAS HIS body servant stuff handkerchiefs down her throat. What you might call a reverse magic trick. Silk handkerchiefs, floral handkerchiefs, designer ones, handkerchiefs dipped in eau de cologne, ones that carry the perfume of another woman, while Henry lurks in the doorway, exultant.

It is such an absurd way to die that she begins to laugh, and once she starts laughing, it's too late, she can't stop. She even helps the servant stuff them down her throat. It isn't pleasurable, by any means, but it bewilders him and leaves Henry stunned.

"Um, should I keep going?" the body servant is asking Henry, the last thing she remembers before she dies.

* * *

SOMETIMES HE IS fuzzy on the details. Sometimes he will forget and call her by the names of his other wives and she will have to correct him. He might leave her alone if she were somebody else, it's true. But she is unwilling to be forgotten.

"I'm Anne," she says impatiently. "Anne. Remember? Not Jane or Other Anne or Catherine. You haven't killed the rest of them yet."

* * *

HE LINES UP everyone she has known, her mother and father, her dead brothers, her childhood friends, her nursemaid, her tutors, her grandmother, her priests, the snooty cousin she almost married, all the kids in high school who made fun of her. One by one, they tell her every mean thing they've ever thought about her.

"You're such a needy person," her grandmother says. "I often dread the sound of your approach."

"You're much less attractive than you think," says her snooty cousin.

"We always thought your jokes were kind of repetitive," her dead brothers confess.

"You probably shouldn't have started the English Reformation," one of the priests says.

"I didn't want another daughter," her mother admits.

"You still smell like farts," says one of the kids from school.

"I always thought you had so much potential," a childhood friend says. "I wish I could take more pride in having known you."

It goes on like this for hours. In the center, Anne, lovely Anne, poor Anne, with her hands over her face, bawling, full-on ugly-crying. Shoulders shuddering, snot-nosed, basically a mess. At some point, probably during her father's seven-minute monologue about everything they could've spent their fortune on if she hadn't been born, she will faint with grief and maybe dehydration, and the court physicians will not be able to revive her. Everyone goes home: her mother, father, dead brothers, and so on. She passes later in the evening, most likely of a broken heart.

* * *

THERE IS A version of her story where she doesn't die again and again and again.

There is a version of her story where she shivs him in his sleep.

There is a version where she is born in the future, and when she meets Henry at one of those rickety self-serious parties at Oxford, his discount-aristocracy vibes, prickly disposition, and fixation with his own poetry are clanging alarm bells. She walks away and never looks back.

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