I was very affected by this passage from the book. Shiler says: "I can't fucking stand the degradation anymore. If you are leftist, they kill you; if you're an activist, they kill you; even if you don't believe in anything...they kill you. Maybe not physically, but they kill you inside. In this country we are subhuman. We're women and we're also Kurdish. I need some dignity, something to hope for. I'm going to die anyway, so why not do it with some pride and honor? "
This statement shows the hopeless plight of Kurdish women from Shiler's viewpoint. However, it is very illustrative of the real situation for not only Kurds but Kurdish women.