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About This Book
Seventeen-year-old Tessa was diagnosed with acute lymphoblastic leukemia
when she was 12. That was the same year that her mother left home. Now, Tessa is
in the finally stages of her illness, and there are a list of things that she
wants to do before she dies. This list confuses her father, who has quit his job
to take care of her, but he ultimately understands that the list helps her focus
on life rather than death. Zoey, Tessa's best friend, is by her side as she
moves down the list. There are many symbolic relationships and events that help
Tessa face her untimely death. Among them are Adam, a neighbor who is dealing
with his own loss, but gives Tessa the romance that she is seeking; her mother's
brief reappearance in her life; and, a return to a favorite family vacation
Describe Tessa's relationship with her father. How has this
relationship been shaped by Tessa's illness? Debate whether Cal, Tessa's
younger brother, feels neglected by his father. Discuss Tessa's relationship
with her mother. Why did she leave home? When does Tessa miss her mother the
Discuss the true qualities of a friend. Which of these qualities best
describes Tessa and Zoey's friendship? What does Zoey offer Tessa that her
father cannot give? Why does Tessa's father call Zoey when Tessa won't get
out of bed? Cal hates Zoey. How does Tessa explain her friendship with Zoey
to her little brother?
Tessa's father is frustrated when she becomes withdrawn. He says, "If
you won't talk about it, how can I help?" (p. 2) How does this withdrawal
represent the first stage of grief? Why is talking about feelings always
better than keeping them to yourself?
Discuss why Tessa doesn't want to return to school. She says that Zoey is the only person at school that isn't afraid of her illness. Explain
how difficult it is for teenagers to deal with the terminal illness of a
classmate. What might Zoey say to other students that would help them know
how to interact with Tessa?
Tessa writes her private thoughts on the wall beside her bed. Why
does she let Zoey read what she has written?
Zoey tells Tessa that it's all right to be afraid. How does Tessa
reveal her fear? How does she use her hat to hide her fear? Discuss how Cal,
Adam and Tessa's father express their fear.
How is Tessa's list a form of bargaining and acceptance? At what
point in the novel does Tessa accept the fact that she is dying? Explain how
her list helps her "get on with living." Which item on her list is the most
dangerous? Why does doing illegal things like shoplifting and driving
without a license give Tessa a thrill?
Tessa's father wants to know the things on her list. He says, "I need
to know about it, not because I want to stop you, but because I want to keep
you safe." (p. 80) Discuss how Tessa reacts to her father when he asks to
see the list.
Discuss the conversation between Tessa and her father after she is
caught shoplifting. Why does he think anger is taking her over?
How is Tessa's list confusing to her father? Explain how Tessa's
list is self-centered. Her mum tells her, "You have to think about the
people who love you." (p. 170) At what point does Tessa begin to think about
Cal and her father? Explain why Tessa's mother speaks in past tense when she
says, "we loved you." Why is it unrealistic for Tessa to think that she can
rekindle her parents' relationship?
Why do you think sex is number one on Tessa's list of things she
wants to do before she dies? Tessa worries about being a "slag" if she has
sex with someone that she doesn't know. Explain Zoey's reaction to Tessa's
Tessa says that walking up the stairs behind a boy she doesn't know
reminds her of hospital corridors. What do the stairs and the corridors
Discuss the moments in the novel that Tessa is most depressed. Who
helps her deal with her depression?
Why does Zoey suspect that Tessa is in love with Adam? What does
Zoey mean when she says, "I thought you understood the rules! Never let a
bloke into your heartit's fatal"? (p. 88) Why is Adam different than Zoey?
Discuss what Adam means when he says, "I can't give you what you want." (p.
117) What does he ultimately give her? What does she offer him?
Tessa asks the home health care nurse if she believes in God. What
is the significance of this inquiry? Tessa tells the nurse that she doesn't
believe in heaven. Discuss the nurse's reaction to Tessa's confession. Why
does the nurse think a support group might be helpful to Tessa? How does
Tessa's list take the place of a support group?
How does Tessa's dad react when he finds out Zoey wants to terminate
her pregnancy? Discuss how his opinion is related to Tessa's terminal
Sorrow, loneliness, anxiety, and guilt are emotions associated with
grief. How does each of the characters in the novel deal with these
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