Excerpt of Anthropology of an American Girl by Hilary Thayer Hamann
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This is a yellow alert. This is a yellow alert. Remain calm and follow the instructions of your teacher.
Which is which? I asked. Like, what do the colors mean?
Bombs, probably, she said. Different styles.
But a bomb is a bomb. We wouldnt have been any safer in the hallway than in the classrooms. Why not just stay at our desks?
There was a rush of water. Kate lost her footing.
I continued to speculate. They must have moved us out because the classrooms had something the halls didnt havewindows. And the only reason they would have wanted us away from windows was if something was outside, like, coming in.
Kate said, Christ, Evie!
A land attack. Gunfire. Grenades. Red alert. Death by blood. Yellow meant gas. Death by bombs. Nukes. Jack was always talking about the massive radiation release that was coming.
The rain had passed; all that remained up above was a series of garnet streaks. The sea slapped ominously, confessing its strategic impartiality. The sea is an international sea, and the sky a universal sky. Often we forget that. Often we think that what is verging upon us is ours alone. We forget that there are other sides entirely.
Kate and I waded quickly back to shore. As soon as we could, we broke free of the backward pull of the waves and started running. We dressed, yanking our Levis up over our wet legs, one side, then the other. Sand got in, sticking awfully.
Shit, she said as we scaled the dune to the lot. Im never getting high with you again.
At Mill Hill Lane Kate cut left across Main Street, and I followed. The lane was steep and tree-lined. As we rounded the bend making a right onto Meadow Way, Kates foot lifted from the pedal, and her leg swung straight back over the seat, parallel to the ground, making me think of fancy skaters. She hopped off in front of a brown ranch house her houselying low, like a softly sleeping thing beneath a custodial cover of tree branches. A small sign marked the rim of the lawnFor Sale. Lamb Agency. Kate bent to collect fallen leaves and twigs from around the crooked slate walkway, which seemed like a lonely project. Once when we were little, maybe about nine, Kate swore she had the distances between the slate pieces of the walkway memorized. At the time I called her a liar, not because she was one but because thats the sort of thing to say when youre nine. But Kate had skipped to the first tile, closed her eyes, and continued along the twisting, broken path, never missing a step, never touching grass.
Hey, Kate, I called. She turned to me, her face tilting into the half-light. Remember walking on the slate with our eyes closed?
Of course, she said.
Can you still do it?
Sure. She set down the sticks shed collected and she did it like it was nothing. When she was done, she said, You try.
I couldnt exactly say no, since it had been my idea in the first place. My bike made a thumping sound when I dropped it. I went to the beginning and closed my eyes, trying to imagine the path Id taken hundreds of times before. My neck felt vulnerable with my eyes closed, as though some famished thing might come and bite it.
No grass, I heard her say. I raised my right leg, and while considering where to step, my foot fell, landing inches ahead, slightly to one side. Whoa, she said. You just made it.
I only had to decide where my foot was going to go before I lifted it. I only had to imagine the next step. I stepped again, and life moved to greet me. I felt particulate, like pieces matching pieces. I heard the benign crinkle of the trees as the wind swept into the branches, and the music of birds popping to life like individual instruments singled out from an orchestra. Id gone over ten pieces of slate; four more remained. I half-swung my right leg to the right, then lowered it. My heel left a pulpy impression.
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