A Conversation with Dr. Vincent Lam author of Bloodletting & Miraculous Cures
Which came first: your interest in medicine, or your interest in writing?
My first desire was to write. Since many of the writers whom I admired participated vigorously in the world, I thought that I should do likewise. Naively, I thought to pursue medicine because it seemed like an ideal forum for character study.
Very soon I realized that medicine is far too involved to undertake simply for the purpose of observing humanity. I saw that because it was so demanding, the only sensible way to learn and practice medicine is to be fully committed to it for its own sake. By this point, I had become drawn to it and wished very much to train and work as a doctor.
The training was so consuming that I wasn't able to write for years, not until I had finished my residency and had begun my practice as an emergency physician. By that point, it had also provided me with a few things to write about.
Youve said in that you wanted to write about how people "become a slightly different version of themselves in the process of becoming a doctor." What do you mean by that, and why do you think it happens?
When I decided to dedicate a big piece of my life to medicine, it was because I wanted to help people, which is to say that I wanted to be involved in their lives. Many people are drawn to doctoring by this instinct to connect with people in need, and to do some good for them. This is a very tender and well-meaning sentiment.
As it turns out, however, one of the very fundamental lessons of medical training is that although one must be empathic and compassionate, a good doctor is also able to observe with detachment, and to keep a cool head even when emotional stakes are high. In a certain quiet place within their heart, a doctor must sometimes withdraw from their natural instinct to connect with people. This changes a young doctor, as a person.
In order to help patients, a doctor must be able to observe them the way a writer considers charactersfrom the omniscient point of view. Then, there is the reality that doctors are not omniscient (even though we sometimes must make decisions which only an all-seeing being should make).
Though we make what we suppose to be the best possible decisions for our patients, sometimes things don't go as well as we had hoped. Sometimes, unfortunate things happen to good people, even though we try our best. This also changes a young doctor's outlook upon the whole enterprise. I could say more... but I've said it better in my fiction.
Of the four main characters in the bookFitz, Ming, Chen and Sriwho do you identify with the most?
All of these characters are a little bit of myself, drawn to extremes. Which one I identify the most with depends entirely on what kind of a day I'm having.
How do you balance your dual professions as both doctor and writer? When do you find the time to write?
In terms of my working energy, doctoring and writing are very different, and therefore very compatible. Medicine is driven by the external, by the problem placed in front of me. Writing is very internal, and contemplative. It is driven by my mental journey. I can be tired from one, and still have energy for the other. Emergency medicine is shift work, and is very scheduled. Perhaps because of this, I schedule my writing time as well. It's the only way to make it happen.
What have you learned about yourself as a doctor and professional through your storytelling?
Every time I meet a patient in the Emergency Room, I'm trying to understand a story. The patient tells me what they have been experiencing, with the symptoms as the characters in this narrative. This is the opening chapter. My job is to make sense of the plot, the arc of it. Only once I've caught the thread, I can begin to fit the story into a proposed diagnosis, and a suggested course of testing and treatment.
If the first part of my job is to understand the story I've been given, the next thing I'm supposed to do is tell the ending of that story. I've got to give my patient some sense of where the arc is going, and what some of the next chapters might be. If I make a diagnosis, I need to explain this diagnosis in a way that it makes sense in my patient's life.
A big part of my job as a doctor is to help people see where their personal story might be headed. The other thing I do is to offer appropriate medical treatment. Or, in other words, I try to make the ending of the story better than it would have been.
Are there any writing physicians you admire?
In no particular order... Anton Chekhov, Jerome Groopman, Khaled Hosseini, Oliver Sacks, Atul Gawande, Williams Carlos Williams and Sir Arthur Conan Doyle.
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