Excerpt of The Welsh Girl by Peter Ho Davies
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Prologue: September 1944
OUTSIDE, THE TECHNICOLOR sunset is giving way to the silvery sweep of
searchlights over distant Cardiff as a hand tugs the blackout curtain across the
sky. Theres a scraping of chairs, then the snap of a switch as the projector
starts up. The room fills with the sharp chemical smell of acetate, the ionized
stink of scorched dust.
Lights, Rotheram calls, and the lamps are extinguished. On the makeshift
screen a bed sheet tacked to the wall, ironed creases still visible an image
blooms, blurred at first, then twisted into focus. Clouds. Wispy, cotton-wool
clouds slide across the screen, and then the camera dips beneath them, and
theres the city, spread out like a map. The screen fills with gothic script,
Triumph des Willens, and beneath it in shaky subtitles, Triumph of the Will.
The watching men flicker in the reflected light. Theyre seated in a rough
semicircle, a handful of dining chairs flanking a cracked leather armchair. Only
the armchair faces the screen squarely. The men in the dining chairs are half
turned from the film, looking back towards the projector, their eyes narrowed
against its glare, studying the figure at their center.
On the screen behind them, Adolf Hitler rides through the streets of Nuremberg
in an open car. Crowds throng the side of the road, arms thrusting into the air,
the salute rising and falling like a great wave. In the car the Führer himself
holds his arm up, not at the same sharp angle as the rest, but tipped back at
the wrist, fingers slightly arched, as if balancing a silver salver.
The screen dissolves to a shot of Hitler on a podium as a battalion of men,
glinting spades on their shoulders, march past in powdery sunlight. Beside and a
little behind him on the stage is a severely handsome man, slimmer and taller
than the Führer. In the next scene, this same figure is at a lectern, a glinting
microphone before him, passionately exhorting the crowd. His hand saws the air;
a shining lock of hair falls across his brow. He ends his speech crying Sieg
heil over and over until the crowd rings with it.
The reel runs out, and as the film is being changed a hand reaches out of the
gloom and offers the figure in the armchair a cigarette. He fumbles it out of
the pack and bows his head to take a light. There is the flash then flutter of
flame, and in it his face is momentarily visible. Older, gaunter, and more
disheveled, it is still recognizably the man from the screen: Rudolf Hess,
former deputy führer of the Third Reich.
The film had been Rotherams idea. He d seen it first in 1936 in Berlin,
taking a tram across town to a cinema in a district where he didnt think anyone
would know him, not telling his mother where he was going.
She had been pressing for them to leave Germany for months by then, ever since
his grandparents had fled to France the previous year. But theyre Jewish, he
d told her, as if she might have overlooked the fact. Its disgraceful how
theyve been hounded. But we arent. His father, long dead, had been, but his
mother was the daughter of German Lutherans, whod settled in Canada and made a
fortune in timber. Theyd sent her back to the motherland to study in Göttingen,
where she d met his father in 1912. In the eyes of Jews the eyes of his
fathers family, say, who had spurned his marriage and supported his son and
widow only from a distance Rotheram wasnt one of them. Yet in the eyes of the
Nazis he was. A mischling, at least: a half-Jew.
Hed been dead set against leaving, even after seeing a fellow beaten in the
street. It had happened so fast: the slap of running feet, a man rounding the
corner, hand on his hat, chased by three others. Rotheram had no idea what was
going on even as the boots went in, and then it was over, the thugs charging
off, their victim curled on the wet cobbles. It was a busy street and no one
moved, just watched the man roll onto one knee, pause for a moment, taking stock
of his injuries, then pull himself to his feet and limp hurriedly away, not
looking at any of them. As if ashamed, Rotheram thought. Hed barely realized
what was happening, yet he felt as if he d failed. Not a test of courage, not
that, he told himself, but a test of comprehension. He felt stupid standing
there gawking like all the rest. Too slow on the uptake to have time to fear for
himself. When he told his mother, she clutched his hand and made him promise not
to get involved in such things. He shook her off in disgust, repeated that he
hadnt been afraid, but she told him sharply, You should have been.
Copyright © 2007 by Peter Ho Davies. Reprinted by permission of Houghton