Excerpt of The Absolutist by John Boyne
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"You've broken my nose," says Wolf, looking at all of us as if
he can't quite believe what has just happened. "You've only
gone and broken my fucking nose!"
"So break his in return," says Sergeant Clayton in a casual tone.
Wolf stares down at his hands; the blood has slowed a little
but there is a lot of it already, gathered in thick swirls on his
palms. His nose is not broken, not really; Rich has just burst a
few blood vessels, that's all.
"No, sir," Wolf says.
"Hit him again, Rich," says Clayton, and Rich jabs once
more, this time to the right cheek, and Wolf stumbles back
once again but manages to stay erect. He works his jaw, uttering
a low cry of pain, and puts a hand to it, holding it there for
a moment, massaging the bruise.
"Fight him, Wolf," says Clayton, very quietly, very slowly,
enunciating each syllable clearly, and there's something in
Wolf 's expression that suggests to me that he just might, but he
waits for twenty, thirty seconds, breathing heavily, controlling
his temper, before shaking his head.
"I won't fight, sir," he insists, and now he is punched again,
in the stomach, then once more in the solar plexus, and he's on
the ground, cowering a little, no doubt hoping that this beating
will soon come to an end. The men watch, uncertain how
they should feel about the whole thing. Even Rich takes a step
back, aware that it's hardly a fair fight when the other fellow
won't stand his ground.
"For pity's sake," says Sergeant Clayton, shaking his head
contemptuously, realizing that he's not going to get the brawl
that he's been hoping for, the one that could leave Wolf seriously
damaged. "All right, Rich, get back in line. And you," he
says, nodding towards the prostrate Wolf, "get up, for God's
sake. Be a man. He barely touched you."
It takes a minute or two but Wolf eventually rises to his feet
unassisted and shuffles his way back into line next to me. He
catches my eye; perhaps he sees the expression of concern
there, but he looks away. He wants no pity.
"It's a beautiful day for a new beginning," announces Sergeant
Clayton, stretching his arms out in front of him and cracking his
knuckles. "A beautiful day to learn about discipline and to understand
that I will tolerate neither humour nor cowardice in this
regiment. They are my twin bugbears, gentlemen. Understand
that well. You are here to train. And you will be trained."
And with that he turns around and strolls off in the direction
of the barracks, leaving us in the hands of his two apostles,
whose names are Wells and Moody, and who step forward now
to tick our names off on a list that they hold in their hands,
working their way down the line, letting each man leave once
he has been accounted for, and leaving Wolf, of course, until
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by John Boyne. Copyright © 2012 by John Boyne.
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