Excerpt of Beirut 39 by Samuel Shimon
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His childhood had been postponed for a long time. His father had
become mayor of their village in Kashmir two years before Haneef
was born. With the government position and the status afforded
by his rank he had married a second wife, to enhance his prestige.
Haneef and his younger brother were born of this second wife. There
was every indication that the two brothers would eventually reap the
many benefits befitting the sons of a great sheikh and his favourite
young wife, and a new position. But none of that happened, for his
father died, as sheikhs tend to, and most of his older stepbrothers
were of an age where they could leave the village and head to the
four corners of the earth in search of work.
So his childhood was put on hold like all orphans. He left school
when he was still young and sold woollen gloves which his mother
knitted for the soldiers stationed on the border. The road between the
village and their barracks was filled with the noise of distant bombs
and the songs of children mocking the Indians, inventing vivid stories
of their cowardice and weakness. When he turned twenty, a recruitment
office picked him up and brought him to Saudi and he felt his
life was just beginning, just as now he felt the same sense of beginning
in Glasgow, father of three girls, forty years old, making halal
hamburgers for university students and waiting for his British naturalisation
to be completed.
When Haneef came to Saudi for the fist time, Riyadh was like a
pleasant oasis in the middle of the desert, strange but comfortable.
The sound of the call to prayer emanating from dozens of minarets
over microphones inspired a sense of awe in his soul and reassured
him that the people were Muslims who loved Allah and the call to
prayer and that they would take good care of him. He earned a wage
the like of which his pocket had never seen and ate three square
meals a day in exchange for which he drove a new car in a modern
city and watered some trees in the garden. It was exile without teeth.
The good life was all around and people had no worries, and few
expectations. His heart was reassured and, remembering that he had
not yet lived his childhood, he decided to savour it with us, like a
ruminant brings the cud back into its mouth to chew a second time.
Then a midlife crisis struck. It suddenly dawned on him that he
had been traversing the streets of Riyadh for twenty years and neither
he nor the city had changed. His fortieth birthday hammered him
like a tent peg unwilling to descend any deeper into the sand in case
he’d be lost there for ever. The three little girls, whom he had given
Arab names, were still far from his arms, in Kashmir, rearing peacocks
and spinning wool, waiting for their father, the hero, to come home.
They were growing up so fast his distant heart could not bear it.
Akbar, his Pakistani friend, who had worked as a driver in Riyadh for
thirty years, died from diabetic shock near his employer’s house in Al
Wuroud. He collapsed in the middle of the street, dropping the eggs,
newspaper and tin of oil he was carrying. It wasn’t the way Haneef
wanted to go.
The damned steering wheel crucified his shoulders as he drove us
wherever we wanted, and nowhere he wanted. Meanwhile the children
of the family he worked for were changing. They were growing
up and beginning to speak a language which was too difficult for his
humane dictionary compiled over twenty years of intimacy and loyal
service. It became apparent to my mother’s compassionate eyes that
the strong and honest man she had hired to serve her and her children
when she became a widow was no longer strong, even if he was still
honest. I heard him once having a terribly sad conversation with our
Moroccan maid. His tearful eyes looked like glistening green olives.
He was taking the cup of tea which she usually made for him after
sunset. On this particular occasion he was sitting with her by the
kitchen door, telling her about his daughters. He said he could smell
the mud off their feet thousands of miles away. She was telling him
about her sick mother and her daughter whom her ex-husband had
taken with him to Italy. She hadn’t heard from the girl for years.
These unexpected scraps of sadness fell on the kitchen floor, strewn
about the doorway like lumps of wrinkled, pungent-smelling cheese
past its sell-by date.
Excerpted from Beirut 39
by Samuel Shimon. Copyright © 2010 by Samuel Shimon.
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