Excerpt of Cover The Butter by Carrie Kabak
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"I read it in the shop," she mutters.
"Don't I have enough control already? Forget the girdle.
You're doing a great job."
Holding the girdle by its suspenders, I dance toward
Biddy's lips are all pinched and tight. "Stop jigging
about half-naked," she says. "And put the girdle in your underwear
drawer. Look after it nicely."
Turning the radio down, just a touch, I hear the soft
thud of footsteps.
"Your father's coming upstairsquick, cover yourself, Kate. He
shouldn't be seeing you like this."
She points at my chest and moves her finger in
"You mean Dad mustn't know I've grown breasts?"
Biddy picks up her shopping bag. "Don't be disgusting. You
know what I mean."
Well, I suppose I do know what she means. Dad did look
a bit upset last week when Aunt Shauna said, "Tom, will you just look
at Kate, sure hasn't she got the loveliest little figure, and won't she be
turning boys' heads soon?"
Friday September 17
Five months later, and my Cross Your Heart bra still doesn't have
enough to lift or separate. And the girdle kills, especially now,
chafing the tops of my thighs as I climb up Bryre Hill Lane.
Me and Moira had to stay for detention after school because Father
Flannagan caught us eating communion wafers during altar-cleaning
duty. Moira didn't know what the fuss was about. Nothing had been
consecrated. "It wasn't as if we were snacking on the Body of Christ,
miss," she told the headmistress.
For that remark, we were awarded an extra hour.
Still, being late home has its advantages, because Barry Finch was
on the same bus and he's walking up the lane right behind me as I
speak. The fab Barry Finch, I should add. What are the odds
Moira will phone as soon as I get home, dying to know if he spoke to
But damn, fat chance of that when I'm wearing a green blazer,
pleated skirt, and tie.
"Hey, nice uniform," he drawls.
"Huh," I reply, finding it difficult to remain aloof when I can
feel my stocking tops approaching my knees. I told Biddy the girdle
was too long. I'm the third shortest girl in my year, for God's sake.
"Hoighty-toighty, aren't we?"
He's walking alongside me now. Heat creeps up my neck, and, oh
shit, I'm turning red. Keeping my head down, I study the scuff marks
on my Mary Janes so he can't tell.
"What's life like at Snobhurst Girl's School?" he asks.
He wears drainpipe jeans, a leather jacket, walks with his hands in
"Very funny," I say. "Shawhurst Roman Catholic School, actually."
"For girls." He winks a green eye.
Green eyes, black hair. Thick eyebrows, dark skin. A Romeo, a
Montague. No, on second thoughtlike Tony in West Side Story.
Cover the Butter by Carrie Kabak, pages 1-13, with permission from Dutton, a
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