Excerpt of A Perfect Stranger by Roxana Robinson
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Grandpère opened the door. "Molly," he called, "take the dog, will you?"
Without waiting for a reply, he closed the door behind Tweenie's
reluctant rump and returned to us, brisk and unruffled.
"She gets upset," Grandmère murmured again, smiling at us in a general
"We'll take Huge up with us," my father said and turned to us. "Let's
get settled now, let's get our things upstairs."
We set off. The staircase was wide and curving, with heavy mahogany
banisters and a carved newel post. The steps were broad and shallow, and
the red-patterned carpeting was held in place by brass rods. Lugging our
suitcases behind us, we went up in slow motion, step by step. On the
second-floor landing there was a door which was always closed.
One afternoon I had climbed the stairs by myself. When I reached that
landing, instead of going on to the upstairs hall, I stopped at the
small closed door on the right and opened it, though I knew I should
not. I looked in: a narrow hallway, with closed doors on either side. I
stepped inside. It was hushed and dim; everything seemed different
there. The ceiling was lower and the floor was uncarpeted linoleum. I
walked silently, on my toes, down the hall. I pushed open one of the
doors and peered into a small bedroom. It held a narrow wooden bed, a
small bureau, and a chair. Everything was perfectly neat. The window
looked out the back of the house to the garage. The curtains at the
window were limp, and the air seemed muted and dark. A clock ticked in
the stillness. I stood without moving, looking at everything, staring
into a world I didn't know. My heart began to pound, and when I heard
someone coming up the back stairs from the kitchen, I fled back to the
Later I asked my mother what was behind that closed door on the landing.
She said it was the servants' wing, and that we must never go in there,
as it would disturb them. That was where they lived, she said. I didn't
understand this, for how could you live in a place like that? How could
you compress a whole life into that one small room with nothing in it,
in someone else's house?
There were no servants in our own house. My father had been a lawyer in
New York, like Grandpère, but he had given that up. He had left the law
and the city, and moved to Ithaca in upstate New York, where we now
lived. My father worked for the university, helping poor people in the
community. I'd heard him tell people about making this change, and from
the way he said it I knew it was something unusual, and that we were
proud of it.
We lived outside town, in an old white clapboard farmhouse. There was
only one bathroom, and the house was heated by a big wood-burning stove
in the middle of the living room. In the winter, after supper, we sat
around the stove and my mother read out loud, and my father peeled
oranges for us. While we listened, my father pulled the oranges apart,
separating the succulent crescents and passing them to us: fragile and
treasured. Then he unlatched the heavy iron hatch on the stove and threw
inside the thin bruised-looking orange peels. We heard the faint hiss as
they gave themselves up to the red heart of the stove. We closed our
eyes for a moment, listening, and feasting on the sweet fragrance the
peels gave up.
At Weldonmere we slept on the third floor. Abby and I were in one room,
the boys in another. Our room overlooked the porte cochere, and it had
been our father's when he was little. It had low twin beds, foot to
foot, and a velvety engraving of a Raphael Madonna and Child. The boys'
room overlooked the back lawn, and beyond it the small pond that gave
the house its name. Our parents slept on the second floor, with
Grandmère and Grandpère. We children were alone on the third floor, and
we liked this. On Christmas Eve we felt boisterous and wild, and we
didn't want the presence of our parents to constrict us. In the morning,
we were not allowed to go down the front stairs for our stockings until
it was light, and on some Christmases the four of us had sat, lined
silently up on the landing, shivering, waiting for the first gray pallor
of day to lighten the darkened rooms below.
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