At a table near the window we drank tea with lemon, scalding through
the thick cups, and ate our way through sardines on buttered white bread
and even a few slices of torta. "Wed better stop there," my
father said. I had lately come to dislike the way he blew on his tea
over and over to cool it, and to dread the inevitable moment when he
said we should stop eating, stop doing whatever was enjoyable, save room
for dinner. Looking at him in his neat tweed jacket and turtleneck, I
felt he had denied himself every adventure in life except diplomacy,
which consumed him. He would have been happier living a little, I
thought; with him, everything was so serious.
But I was silent, because I knew he hated my criticism, and I had
something to ask. I had to let him finish his tea first, so I leaned
back in my chair, just far enough so that my father couldnt tell me to
please not slump. Through the silver-mottled window I could see a wet
city, gloomy in the deepening afternoon, and people passing in a rush
through horizontal rain. The teahouse, which should have been filled
with ladies in long straight gowns of ivory gauze, or gentlemen in
pointed beards and velvet coat collars, was empty.
"I hadnt realized how much the driving had worn me out." My father
set his cup down and pointed to the castle, just visible through the
rain. "Thats the direction we came from, the other side of that hill.
Well be able to see the Alps from the top."
I remembered the white-shouldered mountains and felt they breathed
over this town. We were alone together on their far side, now. I
hesitated, took a breath. "Would you tell me a story?" Stories were one
of the comforts my father had always offered his motherless child; some
of them he drew from his own pleasant childhood in Boston, and some from
his more exotic travels. Some he invented for me on the spot, but Id
recently grown tired of those, finding them less astonishing than Id
"A story about the Alps?"
"No." I felt an inexplicable surge of fear. "I found something I
wanted to ask you about."
He turned and looked mildly at me, graying eyebrows raised above his
"It was in your library," I said. "Im sorryI was poking around
and I found some papers and a book. I didnt lookmuchat the papers. I
"A book?" Still he was mild, checking his cup for a last drop of tea,
only half listening.
"They lookedthe book was very old, with a dragon printed in the
He sat forward, sat very still, then shivered visibly. This strange
gesture alerted me at once. If a story came, it wouldnt be like any
story hed ever told me. He glanced at me, under his eyebrows, and I was
surprised to see how drawn and sad he looked.
"Are you angry?" I was looking into my cup now, too.
"No, darling." He sighed deeply, a sound almost grief stricken. The
small blond waitress refilled our cups and left us alone again, and
still he had a hard time getting started.
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