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With quiet finality, the tube train drew to a stop. A long hydraulic gasp, and
For several moments no one in the crowded carriage moved. And then, as the
stillness and the silence deepened, eyes began to flicker. Standing passengers
peered worriedly through the windows into the blackness, as if hoping for some
explanatory vision or revelation.
They were halfway between Mornington Crescent and Euston, Liz Carlyle
calculated. It was five past eight, it was Monday, and she was almost certainly
going to be late for work. Around her pressed the smell of other people 's
damp clothes. A wet briefcase, not her own, rested in her lap.
Nestling her chin into her velvet scarf, Liz leant back into her seat and
cautiously extended her feet in front of her. She shouldn't have worn the
pointed plum-coloured shoes. She 'd bought them a couple of weeks earlier on a
light-hearted and extravagant shopping trip, but now the toes were beginning to
curl up from the soaking they'd received on the way to the station. From
experience she knew that the rain would leave nasty indelible marks on the
leather. Equally infuriatingly, the kitten heels had turned out to be just the
right size to get wedged in the cracks between paving stones.
After ten years of employment at Thames House, Liz had never satisfactorily
resolved the clothes issue. The accepted look, which most people seemed
gradually to fall into, lay somewhere between sombre and invisible. Dark trouser
suits, neat skirts and jackets, sensible shoes the sort of stuff you found
in John Lewis or Marks and Spencer.
While some of her colleagues took this to extremes, cultivating an almost Soviet
drabness, Liz instinctively subverted it. She often spent Saturday afternoons
combing the antique clothing stalls in Camden Market for quixotically stylish
bargains which, while they infringed no Service rules, certainly raised a few
eyebrows. It was a bit like school, and Liz smiled as she remembered the grey
pleated skirts which could be dragged down to regulation length in the classroom
and then hiked to a bum-freezing six inches above the knee for the bus ride home.
A little fey to be fighting the same wars at thirty-four, perhaps, but something
inside her still resisted being submerged by the gravity and secrecy of work at
Intercepting her smile, a strap-hanging commuter looked her up and down.
Avoiding his appreciative gaze, Liz ran a visual check on him in return, a
process which was now second nature to her. He was dressed smartly, but with a
subtly conservative fussiness which was not quite of the City. The upper slopes
of academia, perhaps? No, the suit was hand-made. Medicine? The well-kept hands
supported that idea, as did the benign but unmistakable arrogance of his
appraisal. A consultant with a few years' private practice and a dozen pliant
nurses behind him, Liz decided, headed for one of the larger teaching hospitals.
And next to him a goth-girl. Purple hair extensions, Sisters of Mercy T-shirt
under the bondage jacket, pierced everything. A bit early in the day, though,
for one of her tribe to be up and about. Probably works in a clothes shop or
music store or . . . no, got you. The faint shiny ridge on the thumb where the
scissors pressed. She was a hairdresser, spending her days transforming nice
girls from the suburbs into Hammer Horror vampires.
Inclining her head, Liz once again touched her cheek to the silky scarlet nap of
her scarf, enveloping herself in a faint scented miasma which brought Mark's
physical presence his eyes and his mouth and his hair rushing home to
her. He had bought her the scent from Guerlain on the Champs Elysées (wildly
unsuitable, needless to say) and the scarf from Dior on the Avenue Montaigne. He
had paid cash, he later told her, so that there would be no paper trail. He had
always had an unerring instinct for the tradecraft of adultery.
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